Category Archives: Oceanic

09-JUL

Jumping

no underwear
pumpkin pie
eating life
giant leap
get some air
cool

Truly to enjoy bodily warmth, some small part of you must be cold, for there is no quality in this world that is not what it is merely by contrast.

Nothing exists in itself.

If you flatter yourself that you are all over comfortable, and have been so a long time, then you cannot be said to be comfortable any more. But if the tip of your nose or the crown of your head be slightly chilled, why then, indeed, in the general consciousness you feel most delightfully and unmistakably warm.

For this reason a sleeping apartment should never be furnished with a fire, which is one of the luxurious discomforts of the rich. For the height of this sort of deliciousness is to have nothing but the blanket between you and your snugness and the cold of the outer air.

Then there you lie like the one warm spark in the heart of an arctic crystal.

Chapter 11, NightgownMoby Dick by Herman Melville


* Thank you Will Henry for Wallace-the-Brave

16-JUN

Going

As the bird flies a Great Circle

Non-stop flight from London to San Francisco shows up as a curve on a Mercator Projection map of the Northern Hemisphere. The trip takes 11 hours at 36,000 feet altitude in the cramped fuselage of the Boing 777 jet airliner traveling up to 590 mph.

Nowhere to Land

Return flight over Greenland across Hudson Bay into Manitoba, exposed scenes of boundless, deathly, frozen landscape.

22-MAY

Oaring

Stroke!

One has to accept pain as a condition of existence. One has to court doubt & darkness as the cost of existence. One needs a will stubborn in conflict, but apt always to the total acceptance of living & dying.

The Shoes of the Fisherman by Morris L. West,

15-MAY

Much deplored, that a place you devote your natural life to should be sadly destitute of cosy inhabitiveness.

Rather, think of a warm cabin with soft blankets, gentle lighting, and personal touches like books or family photos.

13-MAY

Transcontinental

Atlantic -> Pacific

These two bicycled from one side of the USA to the other, just like this! Such a healthy duo!

Update 2024: I’m feeling fine. Getting energy back. Speech is still affected, but can at least communicate. Hoping focus on exercise and caloric restriction proves effective.

Update 2023: Doctor asks for me to take a look at the MRI. It is stable from before, not worse or better. The good thing is there is no contrast enhancement to suggest an ongoing active infection. Since steroids have not helped symptoms, think it is best to do another spinal tap (lumbar puncture) just to make sure there is no inflammatory process.

07-APR

Anatomy

Inside the Human Cell

I check my heart now, and I find that there is still a feeling there, of something hot & struggling.

I roll my eyes back under my closed lids, and there is the sense of opening in the middle of my forehead.

The chest thing is like fighting for words and the forehead thing is pure & empty, like after all the words have been said.

There now. Belief.

I have the biology of it. All I need is the stuff to put in there. All I need are the words.

The Gathering by Anne Enright (2007)